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Why do I feel bad when I meet my husband is watching porn on the Internet?
he has never seen porn until she started working with this youngest uncle then I learn that young guy is sending photos of naked women on his cell phone. now I can not get naked in front of him because I feel very fat and ugly.I and feel that only wants to have sex with me after drinking beer and watching porn online. We had a wonderful life in the last 20 years and now has to do part porn.the bad about it was that we had the best love life before all this took place now I can not hardly bear to see him touch me because I feel as if thinking of women who are viewing online. Is this wrong that I feel this way?
at some point when women do not like something … husband began to enjoy more … but when women start to take interest begins to feel insecure … They show their insecurity … only with him and see and buy few things for him … these will make you lose interest … because spouses have different rules for them and his wife diffirent.
LMAO RAP! JUST SAY FOKDATCHIT